Eternity of fate

My fate twists and turns… there is no reason… there is no why… the drums beat against my ears… closing my eyes doesn’t help… the flower I see in the distance… burning but beautiful… must get there but I don’t know how… the voices call I wish not to hear them but they persist… reach out and I cry for help… close my eyes and open them… the fields before me green in their splendor, tall to my waist flowing in the silent breeze… with every sway a different hue I see… I sit on a rock and ponder with a dying mind… be here forever I want… tears of absolution threaten to come… my heart at peace and my mind finally at rest… resistance lost… the tears flow… no I will not leave I scream… my voice echos into the nothingness I fear looked down at me… I get up from my rock and begin the walk… my hands ever so gently caress the tips of the stalks… where am I headed… yet I keep walking… it comes I feel it in my core… what it is I know not… but keep walking I must… to meet my fate in this meadow of infinity… here I am once again… at the edge of a steep cliff… at the precipice of my fears… the water below so calm… not a wave… not a glimmer of a ripple… spreading my arms I fall… the water draws near… nearer… and nearer… the final moment of truth… the eventual splash… and then nothing like I presumed… encompassed… surrounded… belittled…

this was a partial dream... some elements of it...