Saturday, April 23, 2005

aimless ramblings....

Everyone of us reaches out... into nothing... hopefull that we'll find something we could hold close and maybe love... a thing to validate our existance... its truely the way we were designed... trying to connect... to make that connetion that seems so insignificant yet is so integral... connected to that ethereal plane too we hold true to our beliefs... that eventually we will be found... by who or what? I know not... so lets just say something... but from the nothingness that we were created from stems the carnal desire to be understood... so which is it... being found or understood? But what good is understanding anyways... the complexities are far to multifaceted to hold any meaning in the end so it would take an eternity to understand something so trivial as a grain of sand let alone a human being...
then i guess being "found" matters more than being understood... u find love... u find hope... u find friendship... you find companionship... and reasoning goes out the window... no need to understand something so primal... giving in and making the connection... reaching out again... this time praying to dear God that something grab ahold of us before we fall into the void once again... but what really helps the process... what? Do we just accept the hand that is offered to us and hold on tight? Or do we wait.. think about it and maybe try and understand it...??
by the time all the questions are answered and the dust settled... wouldnt it be too late...? there it goes that one hand that could have found you! and you wasted your time trying to grasp connotations of no particular importance... feelings of being found lost forever... another kink in the chain... weakened again... all those connections made in vain... so it is once again down to the way we were created that we are a questioning lot... all of us breaking tiny things in to "whys" "hows" and "whens" regarless of consequence... seems alright at first but are you willing to have those questions answered at the risk of loosing those valuable connections... those connections that help define the proverbial meaning of "being found" or would u rather be lost...

8 Comments:

Blogger Sadaff said...

wow ozair ur rambling sounds like a case of the ever-prolonged and completely rhetorical human condition. To cut it short, my friend the human conditon is worthy of question but no one has ever been able to answer it.

You might wana read The Outsider by Albert Camus or simply existentialism to get closer to some anwers to these whys and whats.

Thanks for the comment in my blog. My poem is gr8, i cant write poems to save my life but its good to hear people's inputs.

P.S: nice blog, welcome to my favourites.

7:30 AM  
Blogger Ozair said...

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9:52 AM  
Blogger Ozair said...

sadaf... thank u for writin in:) feel honoured to be in ur favs:) khair ill make it a point to read the book(s) u mentioned... once my exams are over... :)

10:19 AM  
Blogger Natasha said...

yew have described this so wonderfully (applause*) .. i wish i could describe my thoughts and questions floating in mind with such ease .. and by the way .. how do we edit our links .. *confused* :S

11:42 AM  
Blogger Sadaff said...

i meant to say my poem ISNT gr8. damn i cant write or type or anything.

and good luck wid ur exams.

2:55 PM  
Blogger Ozair said...

natasha... thank u! u have your photography.. that i enjoy ALOT! as for the editing.. hmmm... go to www.blogger.com. sign in and go to template. scroll down and go to the place where the link stuff is. and u can edit it there.

sadaf... hahaha! :) np! and thank u!

10:06 PM  
Blogger Natasha said...

wow momekh .. you're pretty technical dude .. yew got me thinking there to for a sec!!! LOLz*

10:18 PM  
Blogger Ozair said...

momekh!... I will thank u... bbut not for wasting my time :)! appreciate your take on my ramblings... in all honestly it was automatic writing or typin rather... :) i quite agree with you on the ending bit... coz again honestly i thought if i contined id be going round in circles! hehe! as far as the "found and understood" / "find and understand" part is concerned... i guess on some level both hold some meaning some truth... but i guess i speak more of the former..:)

also i feel that God is already connected to us... "in each one does he reside" (i dont know if this is a quote... excuse my ignorance:) hehe)... so connecting with Him is more of the unveiling sort so to speak... and i feel that one cant begin to understand God... He is there only to embrace:) so my rambling concerns humans:) although we are connected to Him... we as humans feel the need to connect on a more pyhsical plane... someting that can be seen... touched... heard... felt... the ability to have emotions fly back and forth :) u know ... :)

feeling connected to someone or sumthing without having to question it seems silly... but i dont know... im the eternal romantic... (guess u were right:) my ramblings have a personal tint to em)

And it annoys me that Maradona won the cup for argentinia!! aaagHUH!! on a hand ball!! ;>

and thank u for ur comment... its a learning process:) hehe! tc:)
hope to read sumthing from u soon..

10:32 PM  

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