Recess Files...

They say that life is a wonderful journey... They tell you that you learn from it... that you will experience all there is to experience and that things would be great...

What if I was to tell you that life has lost all its wonderment? That learning is but a tedious process and the experience of it all seems like a futile experiment?

I may sound like someone who has lost it all reveling in an abject depression... I in fact have everything... and nothing at the same time... and I may be slightly depressed if not abjectly.

I, honestly am very tired... Even breathing seems like an arduous task...

What is it that I am lacking? Am I missing something...? Maybe I should find something to live for...? Maybe behind this door?

Knock knock... is anybody home?

A penny for your thoughts...

Recess Files...

There was a cloud that used to follow me around...
A staircase on which I used to sit on...
There used to be those stars that glimmered...
A wide eyed spectacle that was my naivete...


And now that cloud has rolled on by...
And that staircase is just a staircase...
And those stars do nothing more than shine...
And these eyes know not to expect and simply look on...

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It's a losing battle...